Hey guys. I know I've been pretty quiet lately and I'm very sorry about that. With work and stressing going on in my life, I haven't had time to work on anything. Yesterday, things got worse. My fur-nephew, Shadow passed away. He was a beautiful, sweet and wonderful pitbull that had so much love to give. he was diagnosed with lymphoma last week and the cancer spread so quickly throughout his throat, then his mouth flap, then all over his face, neck and shoulders so quickly. My sister had to make the final decision yesterday. I didn't get to say goodbye. I'm so heartbroken. I can't imagine how she's feeling. He lived in my home and I'm trying to adjust to the fact I'll never see him again. I told him I loved him so many times yesterday and he looked at me with those sad puppy eyes. He was only 2 years old. I'm so hurt... I wish I could hold him one last time and tell him that he's a good boy and will always be a huge part of my heart.